That does not mean i did something wrong or whatsoever,
but i have the guilty feeling of not doing well for pistol.
In pistol, i can only depend on the the other 2 TEAM MEMBERS to win something.
That is a pretty sad thing to say.
Like i always tell myself,
I C.M.I for pistol no matter how hard i tried.
[CANNOT MAKE IT]
No matter how hard i trained,
my score will never reach more than 500/600 during competition.
But it reaches more than 500 during trainings.
Im puzzled by this.
Blatantly,
my shots were not good enough.
My total score was horrendous !
I was expecting 500 but what i got was a mere score of 495.
TO HELL WITH MY PISTOL !!!
When im getting better in rifle,
my pistol got WORST !
I should just pack up and leave the team and focus more on rife, should i ?
IM THE BLACK SHEEP IN PISTOL team as i will pull down the overall score of the team.
I can't do anything about that.
So pistol is OFFICIALLY over for NUSIS.
Im looking forward to tomorrow's event.
AIR RIFLE MEN, AIR RIFLE WOMEN.
Im going to win this ONCE AND FOR ALL !
SEBAS ! remember our target !
If you think you can do well,
you will definitely do well.
In shooting,
you have no OPPONENT.
The only thing you have is you and your weapon.
Be it rifle or pistol,
it is the PERSON behind the weapon !
So it is all up to you to decide.
I have totally lost hope in pistol and im getting better in rifle.
GOODLUCK TO ME, SEBAS AND ZAINOL for tomorrow's event !
M.S.Z ROCK THE TEAM !
Not forgetting the others who will be shooting tomorrow.
One funny event that happened to me was,
there was a girl from tjc or tpjc,
trying to woo me.
LAUGH OUT LOUD MAN !
She was standing in the middle of the pathway leading to the toilet when i walked passed her.
She was smiling and gigling at me.
OH MY GOODNESS !
I just glanced at her fro a moment and continued walking.
OMG. i was laughing to myself when im in the toilet.
LOL.
I will stay true to one. My secret agent =))
NOTICE the red colour fonts. RED means REALLY & EXTREMELY DEPRESSING.
SEBAS !!! im going to screw up your ass man ! To think that whatever he said earlier to me was actually true ! He told me in the bus while on the way to SAFRA, using sign language that he want me to get 495. I gave him a nod for the fun of it. Later on, after i shoot finish, we packed and left the place. Minutes later, mr tanaball called him and told us our individual score. To my surprised, i really got 495 ! WHAT THE FUCK ! that made me angry and somehow i 'scolded' him. This was our conversations. " Haaziq, you really get 495 leh ! ", sebastian said. "what the hell ?!?! ", said haaziq as he grip his palm real hard waiting to let out the anger in him. "Woah ! i say u get 495 before the competition and now u really get it leh ! " he said. i shoot him back and replied, " oi ! next time say i get 500 lar ! Your words really come true man ! omg !". Out of so many score, why must he say 495 and not 500 at least ?!?!
Sensing the humour in it ?